(share your thoughts) [01 Jun 2006|05:32pm] im really upset.

(share your thoughts) RIP [28 Feb 2006|09:02pm] we put cody to sleep today, i miss him.

(1 thought | share your thoughts) its kelsey. remember me? [23 Feb 2006|12:43pm] update!! man its been forever. lets see, still at weston 8, but i got a promotion. me and the boyfriend are amazing..still going strong, which is surprising for me lol. tracy and i are in love. but of course that will never change. i leave for ucf in 119 days, and my birthday is in 62. im going to miss everyone at home. bcc is annoying. but so far easy, i have an A in my algebra class, and an A in my stats class. my graduation is may 24, not really looking forward to sitting there for a million hours as they call out names. but oh well. nick and i are getting a puppy! i cant wait. i want to name him Dior, but he doesnt like that name. oh well bye!

(share your thoughts) eleven minutes away [29 Dec 2005|01:58pm] back when i had you and you had me, everything was alright. never realized how important you were to me. and i know that i'll never have you back. didn't mean to do what i did to you. didn't know that it would all go down the drain. and now i'm stuck here by myself in my room, wishing that you were in my arms again. now that you're not here, i've realized that i've fucked up again. and i know that i'll never have a second chance, so i guess i'm just a stupid fucking jerk.

(share your thoughts) [19 Dec 2005|12:07am] bitches get stiches. dont forget. alot has happened.. no need to explain cus if you are my friend then you would obviosuly know it all bye now. crazy ass times. good and bad but the good ones were amazing. <333333

(share your thoughts) rip matt [12 Nov 2005|07:30pm] they found matts body..it was in a canal on stirling. hes been missing since the night before halloween..and oct 31 was the 1 year anniversary of his fathers suicide. he was on 4 bars the last time someone saw him. i really dont know what to say or do. im so lost right now rip matt stirling we love you.

(share your thoughts) lets sleep til the sun burns out. [10 Nov 2005|10:53pm] im going out to lunch with jen tmrw; its going to be the first time we talk in over a year. i have no idea what to expect. but i do know we are not going to be bff or anything, and thats not what i want. i just want just to clear the air with things, and not be awkward around each other. i guess there is a reason why things stay in the past..they just arent supposed to be in your present. the new kelsey doesnt hold grudges, and forgives. ive grown up, ive changed, ive matured..im not who i used to be in the slightest. i have my true friends, thats all i need. in 5 months im turning 18, in 6 months im graduating, in 7 months im moving to orlando, and in 1 year im moving in with my best friend. these are the most amazing things i have to look forward too, and i can not wait for them to happen. the next 2 years are going to be the best ive ever had. i quit weston 8..i have a new job, like i said, things have changed. ive also come to terms that somethings, no matter how important to you, must end. i really like where my life is right now, and i want to say thank you to those of you who have been there for me the past week or 2, you all mean the world to me.

(share your thoughts) girls. [19 Oct 2005|07:09pm] ok, so ive been reading those stupid myspace chain letters..you know, the ones about what girls want. heres an excerpt: "When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says I love you, she means it. When a GIRL says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that." this is ridiculous!! but then again it may be just me. ive told a guy i miss him, and i love him..but i didnt mean it. ive laid on guys' chests..but only cus its comfortable; i do not want to spend the rest of my life with them, nor am i deeply in love with them. i do not need a boy to call me 24/7, to lavish me with gifts, to tell me how much they love me and cherish me all the time. girls are crazy. they all say they want this in a guy, but once they find one that does these things, they call him a stalker and a creep. WTF!! i just dont understand. everything i want in a guy, everyone knows. i dont care about gifts, and stupid pet names. i dont care about any of this..all i want is someone who cares for me and wants the best for me. if i wanted the things that are on all of these stupid lists, then id get my self a bitch, cus thats exactly what they are describing--giving up jackets when you are cold, holding doors/chairs, kissing me at all times possible, going where i want to go, doing what i want to do. damn, thats a slave not a fucking boyfriend!!. im so sick of how girls are. no wonder guys dont like you, you are materialistic selfish bitches and only want something that will benefit you in the end. its a relationship. there are ups and downs, and sacrifices you make for one another. everyone needs to just calm the fuck down with these stupid letters that describe "every" girl's dream, they make us sound so selfish. but then again, i dont get hung up on some guys dick just because he called me once, or kissed me. i cant stand when girls will become obsessed with a guy because he said they were cute, or fun, or because they had hooked up. hes a guy, he wants your ass, not your psycho-obsessive personality that he gets with it. girls, you really need to open your eyes, because you are so blind to how idiotic you are. ..sorry, i really needed to get that out.

(1 thought | share your thoughts) i miss [17 Oct 2005|08:09pm] i miss summer. i miss emily, they way we used to be, seeing her everyday without fail. i miss going to shows with her, dancing like idiots and having a blast. i miss driving around aimlessly, because we can. i miss dragging her bed to the middle of the living room so we can watch a movie and getting feathers everywhere. i miss phil getting so mad me made us clean it up. i miss our starbucks time i miss jacuzzi time i miss sitting on the back of her car with backstreet boys blasting eating coldstones. i miss leaving straight from work and going to her house to find star drunk off jack daniels chasing frogs and telling me has things he has to teach me, and emily having a margarita out of a plastic bowl. i miss the gas station with the real coke bottles. i miss going to weston 8 when she was working just to hang out with her. i miss making fun of everybody. i miss laughing until it hurt. i miss our accents we used to talk in i miss licking her vanilla filters. i miss our first midnight drive, even though it was very unhappy. i miss cookie and laudman, if you will. i miss phil breaking my chi i miss fourth of july i miss summer i guess the writer was right when he said all good things must come to an end, but this is just too damn good to let go of. i love you emily kay annis!! <33

(share your thoughts) [15 Oct 2005|11:21pm] today/night was pretty fun..got to hang out with a bunch of different people shopping was a blast, and esp the part of trying to find a bright yellow mustang..good times jimmy's was fun, but drinking is always fun i wish i could have gone to danielles costume party with tracy and will =,( i went out to dinner with chris and a few other people. good times my headhurts from all the wine i drank. xox

(2 thoughts | share your thoughts) <3 [12 Oct 2005|10:35pm] so i now know who my true friends are. fuck everyone else. thank you. tonight i realized the 3 most important things in life and those three are the only things i need.. yeah, im not pissed im fucking hurt and when you hurt me i dont forget, and most definitely dont forgive.

(share your thoughts) [12 Oct 2005|11:58am] if i had to choose her or the sun, id be one nocturnal son of a gun. best song ever. love love love.

(share your thoughts) ... [10 Oct 2005|06:57pm] big surprise. whatever.

(2 thoughts | share your thoughts) all i want.. [07 Oct 2005|09:30pm] im sick of picking colleges, im sick of being stressed out over school all i want is someone to be there for me someone to hug me, and kiss me someone who can make me smile someone who wants whats best for me someone who actually cares yeah i know, im crazy, its never going to happen i was so close once, and its never going to come back. so im home from ucf.

(share your thoughts) [06 Oct 2005|09:49pm] def vamps, whatev, youre stoop. yeah enough said, punks.

(share your thoughts) [04 Oct 2005|09:01pm] **Bitches Get Stitches** tonight was awesome, memories rock. so we have a mission..and its going to be amazing. make 'em squirm!! god this is so awesome.

(share your thoughts) [02 Oct 2005|04:04pm] oh yeah.. UCF gave me a 22,000 dollar scholarship i think they made a mistake

(2 thoughts | share your thoughts) [02 Oct 2005|12:39pm] so last night was super fun..tracy and i went out to lunch then to the mall. we sorta decided what we were going to be for halloween, we have a few possibilities. after the mall we went to jamba juice and then to block buster. we rented robots and the ring two. then we picked up will in bfe went back to tracy's house ordered pizza and watched the movies. angie came over too and shes super cool. yeah and this entire time i was trying to get ahold of emily..and failed miserably. after i came home zach called, so he came over so i could say good bye cus hes going back to UF today. hes amazing and i love him. i went to fau yesterday also to show my dad the school, its so nice.. but i kinda want to go to ucf and if a certain someone could go too, that would be amazing. anywho, i have midterms tmrw and an english paper to write.. BYE

(share your thoughts) amazing [28 Sep 2005|06:43pm] so im soo happy and here are my reasons: 1. im not going to school all next week (except for monday) 2. ZACH is coming home TOMORROW which is amazing cus i miss and love him so much. 3. im leaving next fri for orlando and get to hang out with jorge and jose and rob and oh man i am so excited!!. 4. on the 15th, im going to nicole/jimmys party and its going to be amazing. 5. and i have a date 6. well sorta like 3 7. next semester, the only class i have at cypress is teacher aide for ms moller and she is the coolest person ever.. 8. I GET TO SEE ZACH..oh man the next few weeks is going to be amazing 9. tracy and i get to see each other at LEAST three times per week next semester cus we have math together. everything is amazing right now!!     PS. if anyone needs a job and you are over 18..hit me up. lots of love < + 1 + 2 = <3

(share your thoughts) yes, this will work. [23 Sep 2005|08:32pm] ok so ive decided im moving to orlando but all my friends are coming with me. its really not that big if a deal..just look at it as a shift north..nothing will change except where we sleep!! im glad i figured this out.. now i dont have to be upset when i move with out emily and tracy, and everyone else cus they are all gunna come too anyways, last night was super fun at starbucks..got to see tracy and em and matt and erick and star super amazing. k well im going out with the love of my life now!! <333

(share your thoughts) yeah so what...i like to play games...its not like its a bad thing [22 Sep 2005|06:35pm] why are guys so annoying?? sometimes i think guys can be worse than girls..some guys are attached just as much as some girls are. i just dont understand it..we broke up OVER A YEAR ago.. and he still calls, and calls, and texts, and calls, and IMs, and sends flowers and i dont pick up, and i dont respond, and i throw the flowers away what the fuck..why cant some guys take a fucking hint!?!? omg..its time he moves on, its getting borderline stalker-ish so update.. ryan and i are talking again i love him.

(share your thoughts) [21 Sep 2005|04:53pm] it just hit me...it JUST hit me.. in less than 9 months im out. im moving, im going to college im going to be hundreds of miles away from my best friends, its going to be so hard, and so scary, but at the same time im so fucking exciting i dont know how im going to do it, im soo nervous. steph just got her acceptance letter to ucf, and until the moment she told me, i never thought it was going to happen, but once she told me, once those words came out of her mouth, it hit me, it hit me SO hard.. im on the verge of tears. tears of excitment, and happiness, and yet im so fucking scared. HOLY SHIT GUYS!!   IM GOING TO COLLEGE!!!!     UCF HERE I COME!!

(2 thoughts | share your thoughts) [06 Sep 2005|12:20pm] i got my acceptance letter to UCF today its so exciting, i called jorge right away.. he was happy =D so far i can either go to ucf or fau..i still havent heard from fgcu yet. i have no clue where to go, i want to stay close to emily and tracy, but if i do stay home i have to live at home, which i cant do ucf would be amazing, 4 hours away from home..crazy parties, awesome college life man, i have no clue this is sooo hard

(2 thoughts | share your thoughts) [03 Sep 2005|07:48pm] ugh, i cant leave my house cus im not allowed to drive when im on drugs my mouth hurts and i look like a chipmunk i want to get out hoepfully ill get to see my bffs this weekend i miss tracy alot, i never talk to her anymore, and that makes me sad alright im gunna go take some more meds and pass out and hopefully get to talk to tracy.. xoxo k-dawg kelsky kizzle panda cupcake ..etc

(share your thoughts) [31 Aug 2005|06:47pm] so wisdom teeth tmrw.. ..ouch, def not looking forward to it. ..you wont be hearing from me unless you text me.. ..im going to be very drugged up wish me luck

(share your thoughts) [29 Aug 2005|01:04pm] the past two days have been so shitty..right when i was happy too. ..i have to pay 1300 dollars to get my car fixed!!..how the hell am i going to afford that? im fucked.. i think im just gunna sell my car, and get a new one, i mean for as much as im spending to fix the hatch, i could be putting it toward a new one, that im getting no matter what when i graduate.. yeah, school today sucked, school tmrw is going to suck bcc is gay..my classes are a joke. ..fuck now i cant stop thinking about you..WHY did you have to do that?? i was doing so well without you.. really pissed off..and now broke i need to get drunk, or something of the equivalent

(share your thoughts) woo` [26 Aug 2005|05:11pm] man, last night sucked..my head was killing me, as ususal, but my neighbors came over and we played high-impact dominos while we got drunk. i had to work yesterday, steph and i went in at like 3 and were absolutly miserable..the winds were picking up, and the power was going on and off..the owners def should have sent us home..but then the power completly went off so we just left, didnt clean anything. we went into work this morning and some kid threw a rock through the window door and shattered it everwhere, and the power was still off, so we offered to help clean since we did a bad job the night before.. anywho...it was steph me and paul and we had so much fun, running around in projection and the theaters..i love them!!! then i met emily and erick at starbucks and tracy and will came too..but then emily and erick had to leave, but the rest of us still had a good time.. i have to work tmrw at 11..gross..anywho..dinner with the gma is ready..xo

(share your thoughts) TRACY TRACY!!! [24 Aug 2005|03:07pm] ok so here is my entry completely devoted to tracy because i love her, and she is suppperr special to me!!!.. ...Tracy rocks my socks ..ALOT!!! ..like MEGA ALOT!!.. screw just a bullet on my list tracy, you got your own damn entry.. psh..yeah i know, i am AMAZING..lol starbucks tradition is amazing remember..8/3/05..our first date ever!!! xoxo so jacuzzi?? movie?? yeah def soon!! i love you so much xoxo

(2 thoughts | share your thoughts) Kelsey..yeah thats me, bitch back off! [23 Aug 2005|08:18pm] ~My middle name is Ann, Yeah Kelsey Ann ~I love to make jewelry, with beads and shit ~I even took jewelry class at school ~I currently attend Cypress Bay and BCC (pines center, and what) ~I hate chicken, all kinds ~I am a former lush ~I dont smoke, do drugs, or drink (anymore) ~I am NOT straigntXedge ~My favorite color is red..fuck you will, its awesome ~I'm Italian, NOT irish so dont ask if i am ~My best friends in the whole wide world are Tracy, Emi, Kathleen, and stephanie ~My friends will ALWAYS be better than yours ~I love starbucks, but hate coffee ~I have a toe-ring that i havent taken off since middle school ~I love my car..it is my life ~I am known for my super cool dance, just ask around ~I am outgoing once you get to know me, but at first very shy ~I love all kinds of music, all kinds!!! ~My camera is attached to my hand ~Saturday is my favorite day of the week cus ive been off school for a day and have one more day without school to look forward too ~I hate my sister/mom ~My dad is more important to me than anyone ever will be ~My longest relationship = 2 months, and im proud ~I'm afraid of commitment ~I'm saving my self for Dane Cook ~Anyone who can make me smile/laugh is good in my book ~I dont like it when people talk about me and i dont know, good or bad, i get paranoid ~I want to go to college ~I want to get married, but no kids ~I dont have alot of friends, but a few close ones ~I hate gel pens, im a ball-point kinda girl ~I have horrible hand writing ~I like to make people notes that are pretty and creative and actually mean something ~I work at a movie theater, but hardly ever see movies ~I hate shaving my legs, but i hate it more when i dont ~I will only spend money on sunglasses..its my weakness ((<3 Dior)) ~I can be the best friend you will ever have, or the biggest bitch you have ever met ~I hate when people talk shit, even if its not about me ~I dont like to talk of the phone, text messaging is my life ~My favorite movie is Marry Poppins, hands down ~My room is yellow and navy blue ~My cat's name is Cody, he is really old ~I procrastinate when i have to get things done, but if it is for someone else, I will be the most efficient person ever ~I like to listen ~I do not open up very easily..not many people have ever heard my problems or feelings (if you have, consider yourself loved immensely) ~I take tylenol/motrin/asprin at LEAST 2 times a day cus if my bad headaches ~Ive never broken any bones ~I did gymnastics for most of my life, and i was pretty damn good ~I played the piano ~I played softball for a good portion of my young life ~I was on a competitive swim team ~I am a certified life guard ~I have done an autopsy on a dog when i worked at the animal hospital ~I read alot ~I think even more ~I like to write poems, no one has ever read one, and its going to stay that way ~I have red hair, and it rocks ~My name backwards is yeslek ~I hate getting flowers as gifts, because they die ~I love stuffed animals ~I love getting random emails/text messages/IMs/voicemails, they will seriously make my week ~I love being me.

(share your thoughts) yay [20 Aug 2005|11:57pm] [ mood | nerdy ] so 40 year old virgin rocked!! it was absolutely hilarious. AND i got to see it with *tracy* and *will* which made it even better <33 and we went to dairy queen..i got a strawberry sundae..yum..and tracy and i have decided that our east side is better than will's west side..BIATCH so i need to see emily..i got my fix on tracy, now all i need is emily..grrr hopefully tmrw or else ill have to wait til the end of the week again and that would be TWO WEEKS without emily, and can i just say i have NEVER been apart from emily that long before..jeez so my sister is leaving on tuesday!!! ughhh she was supposed to leave today, what the fuck! i went to lunch with kathleen today, yay, i missed her so much, it sucks that i dont ever see her, but im not going to loose touch cus she is an amazing friend and i love her and i tell her everything and i love how she tells me everything, too. xox im almost done with my UF application i finally got to give tracy her bday card..kinda overdue, but whatever. dane cook = life i started my statistics project today, what a pain in the ass im going school supply shopping with tracy tmrw i start college on monday, so excited! i hate my cell phone; i want my old one back i straigntened my hair for the first time in a really long time tonight, and i decided i hate it and im growing it back out.   alright, im going to do more of my project and then read more of my book, yeah, cus im THAT cool..xoxo..im such a nerd..who reads on a saturday night??? oh yeah..me.

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